..to the one person who has been there for me through it all and made me smile more than anyone but at the same time the one i have shed more tears for than anyone else... you know who you are. You have made all the bad times worth it and made all the good times incredible, you made me realize what love really is, then you showed what it was to really and truly hurt and regret. im sorry things are the way they are... but i'm sorry is all i can say now; but apparently that didnt work before, but like i said i am sorry erik. i never meant to hurt you, i would take it back if i could you know that. i would give anything to have my life back....
This is all i have left to say...>>
To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving.. that is romance
I know that things between us are pretty much beyond repair right now. And I wouldn't ever presume to try and make everything better with a conversation, so that's not what this is -- but I just wanted to tell you, I wanted to say ... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain it caused you. But mostly I'm sorry for my part in it. But mostly I'm sorry because I miss our friendship. And however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again
I guess everyone has someone who challenges them, and makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach. You're that person for me
If you and I aren't meant to be, then I don't know anything
maybe it's the only way that we can finally stand on our own. Ya know, to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go... maybe otherwise we never would.
Letting go isn't a one time thing, its something you do everyday, over and over again
You live in a world of black and white and I see pieces of gray.. that's the difference between you and me. that's what made me fall in love with you, and that's what is tearing us apart.
Falling in love. Sharing your life with someone. Giving your heart to another person to the extent that losing them could potentially destroy you. It's such a crazy thing to do
You cant explain why you love someone, you cant.... you just do
I used to be able to look into your eyes and know everything you were thinking, these days, I havent a clue
I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes. But the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again
And the sad part is, that no matter what goes on this year, when you come running back to me again, you know I'll be here
You and I were meant to be. Period. The End. Cue happy ending music.
It's like your heart has been ripped out and stomped on. You.. you can't breathe, you don't want to eat, you can't function. It's the most intense pain that you'll ever feel, and there's no way to relieve it. It's unyielding, merciless torture, and you know its yours for life
But that's just it, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. All the nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach go flip flop...
Sometimes the hardest things to say are the things that really matter
I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you
I fill my days with memories of him. I remember how he used to look at me, as if I was his most valuable treasure. Has he found a new treasure? I can't help but wonder if we will be able to find our way back to each other. The road seems so very long, and my head is crowded with such a dark thought. I feel our bond grows weaker by the day and I'm powerless to stop it.
I mean, you -- me, we're exactly the way we've always been and I am so tired of it.
for the first time, in a long time, my life is real, it doesn’t matter who ends up with who, because in some unearthly way, it's always gonna be you and me.
And you need to go this time. You need to see for yourself. I can sit here and tell you that it’s a colossal mistake, that all roads lead back to me, but it doesn’t matter. Words, speeches... they sound great, but they don’t add up to anything. All that matters right now is what you want.
well guess what? it is, so sucks for you, huh? or maybe it doesn't. maybe you’re gonna get off easy after all, its only my heart that's gonna get even the slightest bit broken.
Maybe I was trying too hard, but I didn't want to miss my chance to dance with you, to hold you, to make you remember what it's like between us. I thought if only I could make tonight perfect…
i wasnt fighting with you, i was fighting with myself, because part of me wanted to send you running away and part of me just wanted to hold you tight
He's... He's not [Erik]. Pathetic. I know. I know. And I thought I was over him. I really, really did. But then I bumped into him a little while ago, and...I mean, technically we're friends, right? And that's how I played it. But then it's, like, when I saw him, every irritating/adorable thing he ever did flashed before my eyes, and... I mean, that's the true test, right? When you just bump into somebody... And if you're not over him, then boom--floodgates.
But when I came home, I'd lost the guy. My soul-mate. It was like having an organ, my heart, literally ripped from my body. All I could feel was cold and empty... my future, slipping away... You see, I lost my love -- but I was determined not to lose my life
as long as i still feel something, it's not over, and believe me, sometime's i wish it was, but it's not. i can feel it
Keep fighting for your lost causes, you never know when your luck will change
I know how numbing the pain of hating yourself is. You know, it makes you just want to push everybody away especially the people who care about you the most. But you can't. Not if you plan on ever being happy.
I'm going to take the unplanned route for a little while in hopes that whatever we lost, we'll be able to stumble upon again.
How can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them all you can think of is how much more you want
"If I had a dime for every time u walked away, I could afford not to give a shit." -Incubus
U always disappoint me, its kind of like our inside joke, except .... its not funny
You don't know what it is to regret...
ever wonder why i turn away when
you look at me? it`s because i don`t want
your eyes to see what you did to me . . .
.S.o.m.e.t.i.m.e.s.
You have to run away.. to see who will run after you
Talk quieter.. to see who's listening
Step up and fight.. to see who's standing by your side
Make a wrong decision.. to see who's there to help you fix it
Let go of the one you love.. to see if they love you enough to come back to you
when ur around someone so much, for so long, they become a part of u, & when they change or go away, u don't know who u r without them..
I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay
how do I know I’m not just this security blanket for you? Something you'll keep coming back to when the world gets scary?
It's the sweet ones you have to watch out for. They'll run over you like a mac truck.
Someday youre going to meet someone who drives you mad. Who you're going to fight with and laugh with and do totally insane things for. Someone.... who turns your life upside down
You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was ... walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone. The window was clean
What I want is you -- but there's no sense in arguing that point since you seem so determined to refute it.
 ahh thats so cute!!
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<look how cute!!!
<this one's for Lauren!
... it gets so old.. and it NEVER turns any frog into a prince!
<for me and the rest of the fat kids..... Liz and Nicole!!
<yummy!